I have warded off the last five damnned days with a migraine, but what the hell is going ON here??????
Is it an RSD thing, an ME thing or am I just fucking [sorry folks, my blog, my language, just look the other way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!] crazy???? The bipolar has been in remission for a long time, but, holy God, I had to just take two Fioriol!!!!
What is going on here????? I see the neurologist in 2 days, sooner I wish, but God, it's like nighttime falls, migraine comes out.
But last time I saw him it was for the RSD. I hurt so bad when he tried to do a proper exam, he couldn't!!!! Out came the Zonegran. It helps me sleep, but that's about it. I still don't think he's going to have any luck with an exam.
Aw, hell, what the hell, might well, gind my teeth and let him do it, as sadistic as it sounds. Get it over with, get proper diagnosis. I hate this shit, and the night after night of hell.
I've been through worse, it's just the fucking skin sensitiviity--I wish to hell people would understand that!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to cry sometimes, and other times......oh, scream, I guess...when someone brushes my leg....and the burning pain....the migraines.
No one told me it all came together.
Dammit, I want to fucking strangle them. A diagnosis is useless unless you help someone understand iiiiit!!!!!!
Go fuck yourself!!!!!
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