Am I Considering?

I don't know, but I am about considering, for the sake of my own health, dropping my membership at P4P, where all this "psychodrama" has been taking place.

But here's the deal:

• I am not sleeping
• I am not eating.
• I'm throwing up fairly regularly and having diarrhea (sorry for the gross-ness)
• Trips up and down "Migraine Alley"
• Flares of RSD

Because of the stress of some whacky, fucked-up, knocked-off bitch who is as manipulative as they come.  I've kept track of every single effect she has had on the posts people have put on their comments.  It's fucking retarded, and I am sick of her bullshit, and if it were face-to-face, I'd knock her on her ass.  Correction--I'd knock her off her ass-sick as I am or not.

I don't do "Borderline Bullshit."  Such things would be to:

• pit one person against another  (I particularly hate this one)
• make out one person in a community out to be "the bad one." (I particularly hate this one)
• put up with the "attention-getting" behavior (I particularly hate this one--hell, I hate them all)
• The "multiple identities."  Some of these even fight amongst one another--believe it or not!!!  I grew up with a borderline parent and I can tell you, they will do anything for attention!!!  Current literature shows that these people will go on "support sites," often those for "chronic pain," and claim some of the worst, most painful conditions, which is why they will turn up on CRPS/RSD pages, and there's only a few, so yeah, I know who's who, unfortunately, but they come up with creative identities, and creative stories for their background.......and their backgrounds are often ghastly also......full-body RSD, son with schizophrenia, but "he's been to the edge of hell and back...a mother's love...."  It's amazing what they will do~that she has RSD or a son with schizophrenia I doubt.....   But she has one other identity that I know is her, and she's given herself up..

All I can do is make myself scarce and just wait to hear from the site leader...but document, documen, document.

That, I have done.  And gave her enough rope to hang herself with.  Can't wait til she's gone, whether it makes me an enemy or not (DRA).......