I don't know what I've brought to your life, but I hope it's something positive......I hope it's something good.
You have brought your miracle to my life--your soft, flannel blankets, and your warm, friendly charm....
Linda,
you were right: you said we met when one needed the other.
I
met you, as you said, driving for CCS,
You
are forever hurrying about
even
in your “golden years,” trying to help,
as
many people as you can..
You
are forever hurrying about, working so hard,
giving
so much of yourself.
My
friend Linda and “her special blankets.”
Why, one would ask, are
such normal seeming blankets,
so very special, so important...
short of them being
so lovingly hand-stitched?
I have to tell you a little about me, and
about RSD for you to understand.
I live in a whole new world.....
I now have the sleeping schedule of
a cat, the hearing of a dog~
a screaching child in a store can send my
pain into fever pitch....
but many other things can as well.
A normal bedsheet, for example,
and when her blankets,
so soft, so finally comfortable on my
now hypersensitive skin...
calming, soothing, and so lovingly hand stitched....
A lifesaver for me!!!!
Medically,
RSD is an “odd duck” even amongst neurologists who one would
think could treat this odd disorder.
But
my right leg and left foot have the sensitivity that would take your
breath away if you felt the pain; the pain can reach a fever pitch in
no time flat. My primary symptom is a burning pain that feels like
acid experiments on human skin, you are the guinea pig. My
sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous system are at war, and are
truly causing pain: causing the nerves to fire repeatedly and over
and over, and to the point where most would screaming in tears, walk
away, and say they've had enough......but I have no choice, and I
can't walk away and say I've had enough.....
That
is the skin sensitivity
The
allodynia, or defined as what causes pain that would not normally,
That would just take the skin in the above situation,
and
rub it with sandpaper.
But
Linda's blankets, her “magic blankets” are something I can
tolerate on my skin, and now I have (almost) three.
And it is the love with which they are made that means so much.
But
really that the material, so soft, so soft on my skin doesn't send
the pain to fever pitch like it normally would.
But
the love in her heart...
the
love that goes into her home-sewn blankets...
and
she loves that someone finds such help
with
her normally home-sewn blankets...
ones
that go to church bazaars....
she
wasn't prepared for how her blankets
would
help someone with RSD...
Loving
the feel, I got one of her blankets;
and
found how when I put it against my skin—
for
the first time,
I
had something to protect me and keep me warm,
that
did not cause me breath-taking pain.
And Linda goes about, hurrying around, driving her clients from CCS, that she is going from one place to another; and she wants to make sure that her clients get the care they need. She loves so many, she spreads the love in her heart, and she has a big heart because she just can't stop spreading her love from morning to night....
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